When Change Is The Only Constant.

Happy birthday to my sim lim twin! yes, jasmine[lim] *hugs. i remember;) thanks for remembering me too.. haha.. see? jack you wanna be triplet with us? or quadruplet? there's jasmine koh, you and I on the same day.. and jasmine lim is my favourite jasmine hehex. when people called us in class, both of us will respond =D Ahh.. i missed the good old days.. those carefree days without complications.. just good friends, study hard together, provide strong support.. jasmine.. do you remember how afraid you were of presenting in front of everyone else? haha.. i guess you still are.. work hard for OP OK? remember the days when you got so nervous you cried and nearly hyperventilated and squeezed my hand till it nearly broke.. haha. yup, i know it's warm. still miss me don't ya?
Somehow, this year hasn't been giving me good memories that i want to bring with me when i move on afterwards. I hope this will change for the better next year. I'll try to be more active and get the class to work together. we're gonna show the others how capable we are. [YES] do not doubt yourselves, fellow classmates of 06S24. We have the potential. Somehow it's mis directed. people, admit it. we lost our focus. we have no time to lose. it's the A level's next year and i hope i will be strong enough to influence you all to work hard. this means i'm turning into exam mode very very soon. No time to slack [well, maybe a bit but not after you've done some revision] and yes, I'm turning my 'i' and 'd' (influencial and dominating) full blast. pray that i can make it through. Working super hard for bio and chem and math..(as in, will work hard) feeling stressed yet? yes, i don't mind healthy competition. do remember to take care of one another.. unity is strength dears.. if you need any help or have any doubts, you can ask me. [we can learn together]
i said i would think of what i want to be when i complete my studies..i'm still thinking and i won't mind if you give me some ideas.. =) it will tell me what you guys think of me too. i wanted to be a teacher and i think it's possible, just that it clashes with my idea of going on a world tour. And i may not be smart enough to be one.. [yes jack, you are smart.. happy? =p] i wanted to be a doctor.. but it requires a lot of detail work.. though i like the pay, the flexibility, the ability to save lives.. i wonder if i'm up to it.. you can't just be if you want to be.. i thought of taking forensic science and deal with dna samples.. it's interesting, pays quite well, exciting but can cause emotional problems.. cause i might think too much. basically, anything that interests me, i'm not afraid to try and master.. so there are just so many doors to choose, i wonder which door is truly mine to open. oh.. wanted to serve in the army too =) trains discipline which i may lack sometimes.. [and no.. i will not be like that madame who came that day and wish to serve as a supporting role.. no. given my character, it would not satisfy me..] i love to talk talk talk.. so i considered public relations.. my dad said i'm crazy. [but he's introverted. heh. doesn't like to socialise.. so i can't trust him that i'm crazy, right? ok... maybe just a little..]which way to go? will someone Up there give me a sign? i know i love bio a lot.. that's one sign.. but can it be narrowed down? plus.. bio isn't the only thing in my life.. sigh.. any ideas?

jasmine is cute. ^^ not that one, me! me! ms sim. haha. super narcistic. [no, i just need to love myself, currently not loving enough] you can love me too.. i know im very lovable ;) jack.. don't melt ... haha