Turn up da speaker! hehex my favourite song for now..=) hope you'll like it too

No more camourflage I wanna be exposed
and I'll be afraid to fall

oh I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence that I have
cannonball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
for you i will
you always want what you can't have
but i..got to try
I'll muster every ounce of confidence I have
for you i will
for you i will
for you i will..

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Holidays started and before you know it, it's gone with the wind. Much revision undone. I wanna do well! ='( really afraid i would be a disappointment to myself. But I'm much calmer lately.. at least I'm not severely stressed. somehow I have this feeling that I'll pull through. It's the same feeling that i get each time i know something should be fine (and mostly turns out well) but i just want to make sure things will go the way i want it to go. still, sometimes it's not up to me to decide, but i wanna make sure i do my part well =)

got through biolympiad selection test.. when i got the news i didn't exactly feel anything..should i be happy or not? do i deserve it? i didn't really do much. it was really [really]a one day revision. there are so many smarties out there.. still i'd like to give it a try =) for my love!

bio rocks.

bio SPA today. Disaster. to begin with, the unit for the balance was wrong..wasted 10 minutes. Fortunately, Ms Wong came to my rescue. Some weren't so fortunate..
and where the heck did my common sense go?!! my logical brain tells me that it should be 1 cm cube. why the heck did i follow my stupid intuition and put a bloody 0?!!!!!

ENOUGH SAID.

yay! bio selection test's over! man, i studied for it..and whatever i studied came out..whatever i didn't study, well, didn't. It's really miraculous. I just studied those that i felt like studying and i kept spelling fimbriae wrongly and it was tested! Feeling really blessed. i was really so stressed in the day (oh at 3am) and i just flipped open the book that ZM and Co bought for me.. it showed this..
[fear] Be strong and courageous! do not be afraid of them!the lord your god will be ahead of you. He wil neither fail you or forsake you. Remind yourself that god is always with you. Your situation may be generally threatening, but god has not abandoned you and he promises to stay with you.
[promises]
isaiah 41:10 Don't be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. I will help you. I will uphold you with my victiorious right hand
leviticus 26:6 I will give you peace in the land, and you will be able to sleep without fear.
[oh and i did fell asleep at about 10am..too tired, I can't care less]

of course..i don't know how true it can be..just sharing what i did and =) when you are afraid, you can try and calm yourself down by thinking that things will be fine. (can call that positive thinking too)

Just try your best ;)

Back. it's really tiring to study for such long hours and it's worse when it comes to the hols. because there's no time limit for one to stop(unless you fall face flat on the table..get what i mean.) At least we would stop studying at 1 plus on normal days. now it's around 3? I'm becoming a national treasure soon. yes, both the eyes and the mass. rah! (i sound like one too)
we had this correlation and regression lecture today and boy, that was one express-way to finish it so beautifully. all i see are numbers, facts and figures...
Time's up, time's running and I better go.

this will be a long journey..