When Change Is The Only Constant.

I just hate my life. I can't help but feel stressed when I'm surrounded by smart people. I take a long time to understand concepts and it's really frustrating because there isn't so much time to spare. So I'm really struggling with my homework and I always fall asleep while doing them at home.(I can only start studying earliest at 8pm) That's why I HATE HOMEwork. Sigh, I wish I didn't exist. Don't have to stress the hell out of myself then.
Now, I pray hard that I don't fail my SPAs. Must..stay..positive..Really tired and sick