When Change Is The Only Constant.

I slept at 1 a.m this morning and woke up at 3 a.m, coughing blood. For the rest of the day, I couldn't sleep very well. Strangely, I dreamt that our MM will live till 84. Now, that's just a dream. Perhaps it's because of my fever? Oh well, I don't really care when he dies anyway. I haven't been doing my homework. Guess I'm too tired to finish them.
Another thing is, I always feel that something is lacking. Imagine a machine that cannot be activated because the owner lost the password. So I think I've lost something.. I hope I can find it soon. Question is, where do I start?