When Change Is The Only Constant.

Feeling really dreadful these days... I'm only functioning on minimum energy levels.. I dunno why I'm always feeling depressed or upset or entertaining negative thoughts. I just can't see anything good these days. =_= tired.

I can't find a sense of meaning or purpose. Just wasting my life away. There are things I want to do but I always get obstructed in some way. Sigh. Don't tell me it's up to me to move away the obstacles. It's not like I didn't try hard enough.

Wonder how long I have to endure this kind of life.