Wednesday, March 26, 2008

What kinda lover am I?

The Steady

When it comes to your love life, you appreciate the romantic gifts: Roses, chocolates and other sweet surprises. But ultimately what touch your heart most are those intangible little gestures of love, like how he pays attention to your wants and needs, really listens to you and is always there to share your joys and tears.You're down-to-earth, and that's great because you don't expect the impossible from your partner or a fairy-tale relationship. Sure, you're super glad to have found someone to share your life with, but at the same time you need your own space too.Still, keep feeding your relationship with romance day after day and you can strengthen it even more: Give him a kiss, a cuddle and ask him how he's doing. Indulge in fancy dinner dates and surprise him with a Valentine card every now and then. The more attention you give to your relationship, the closer you'll become.

Is he Mr. Right?
You scored - 8/10
Congrats! You've found a real sweetheart whom you can trust, love and feel safe with. But you also realize that, alas, real life relationships aren't as simple as happily-ever-after fairy tales, and it takes lots of communication, trust, compromise and learning about each other to keep the love and passion going strong. Keep communicating, be encouraging and never take each other for granted. You look like you're made for each other – go for it!

Monday, March 24, 2008

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Before 27.. it’s awfully late aleady. I don’t wanna have kids with problems and problems because of my negligence.

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
First kiss means lip to lip? No. On cheek? Yea..

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 buddies you would take with you? Why?
I’m not gonna tell. =] I mean.. I’ll have to ask if they wanna come along.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
A place without suffering.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?Unlimited wishes – Duh.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
It’s scientifically proven that there is a possibility of it happening. Therefore, I believe it.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My sanity and myself.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I’d hire the best financial analysts and invest a huge portion to get back more millions and then think about what to do.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I already did.

10. What is your favorite quote?
That’s the way it’s meant to be. [haha.. good to use when things don’t go your way ;]]

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your
other half?
Respect, sensitivity, sensibility, space, understanding, patience. [guess I don’’t have to go on.. it’s kinda difficult to find a guy like that.. and a guy that likes
me]

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?Irresponsible type.

13. What is your ambition?
Still trying to work that out.

14. If you have a fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Point out but you don’t have to scream or anything. I don’t do that when I point stuff out to people.. [of course, I know some people just suck at being tactful so.. ]

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
To stay alive and healthy [That’s da most important, no?]

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
If I had the cash.. yea.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
I wasn’t tagged.

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
My immaturity at times?

19. Is there anything that you have done that makes you regret?
Yea.. I guess. But I choose to put them behind. Don’t particularly wanna keep feeling regretful, you know?
Friends? What friends? I once thought I could depend and trust my FRIENDS. How many times have they failed me? I can't remember.. too many times.. too ugly. I don't dare say I'm the best friend people can have.. But whatever I promise, I deliver. If I can't, I'll make up to it.

Now? Maybe my dad's right all along. Maybe true friends don't exist in this materialistic world anymore. Friends nowadays know how to make use of each other. They call it MUTUAL BENEFIT. Nice term to use huh. I don't know.. but I don't think friends should be like that. I thought friends are suppose to share with each other their joy and sorrows. Why is it that I can't share my sorrows with others? What happened to my FRIENDS? Or maybe it's my own problem. [Seems like only counsellors lend me their ears..]

From now on, I'll face this world.. WITH OR WITHOUT THE SO-CALLED FRIENDS. Friends, I hope you don't feel hurt. Cos feeling hurt is not gonna help anyway right. I'm not demanding things from you guys. I just.. don't know what a true friend is anymore.

Are you my true friend?

Gee.. is that what growing up means? If it is, I'm telling you it sucks.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Hi there. I apologise for not updating earlier. Quite a lot's been going on and I'm a born procrastinator. Anyway, here I am.. let's get on.

My results?
You sure you're that interested to know? Well.. it's not all that pretty but I can live with it.

Uni
Yea, that's the part that gave me headaches. With my results.. I can't go too far up..But I don't really deserve to go all the way down [sorry if it sounds a bit cryptic] I'm just trying to say that I can't really qualify for those really good courses but my results really aren't all that bad. In the end, I've at least decided to make a clean break from sciences. I'm not too sure if what I'm doing is right. But I'll move on from here and make the best out of whatever comes my way. Special thanks to so many people who gave me their advice and stood by me when I felt lost and upset.

Love
I don't know what's happening to it but I guess it's still ok and I'm not complaining.


Blog
I searched over 4000 blogskins but could find one that's better. Oh.. and I've changed the songs.. These are my favourites. Life for rent is really a great song! And to that special someone who's not so sure if I'm the one for him, 'wherever you go, whatever you do, I'll be right here waiting for you'

I'm still feeling lost.. not knowing what I should do.. who should I be. Lots of questions with no answers. I still feel imprisoned after 18 years.. living life my way. [really appreciate that special someone who understands my situation and is patient with me]

As always, I'll take my optimism with me wherever I go, whatever I do.. hopefully everything will be ok =]

Love,

Jas

Sunday, March 02, 2008




You Are a Witch (or Warlock)



You are deviously brilliant and a perfect manipulator.

You somehow always end up getting what you want - without anyone knowing you're working behind the scenes.

Crafty and cunning, you can work your way out of any jam.

And it's easy for you to get people to do what you want, whether you're working for good or evil.



Your greatest power: Mind control



Your greatest weakness: Making people your puppets



You play well with: Ghosts