When Change Is The Only Constant.

2009-08-06T14:38:00.000+08:00

Alright. I have shifted to firesparks.wordpress.com

2009-07-26T03:10:00.000+08:00

here's a great link for ppl with eczema http://ezinearticles.com/?Eat-Your-Way-to-Healing-Eczema-Naturally&id=346584
um try copying n pasting the link

2009-07-25T09:51:00.000+08:00

LONDON (AFP) - - A British man and his Spanish former sweetheart have finally married 16 years after they drifted apart, reunited by a love letter lost behind a fireplace for over a decade, reports said on Monday.

Steve Smith and Carmen Ruiz-Perez, both now 42, fell in love 17 years ago when she was a foreign exchange student in Brixham, southwest England, and got engaged after only a year together.
But their relationship ended after she moved France to run a shop in Paris.
A few years later, in a bid to rekindle their love, Smith sent a letter to her mother's home in Spain. It was placed on the mantelpiece, but slipped down behind the fireplace and was lost for over a decade.
The missing missive was only found when builders removed the fireplace during renovation work.
"When I got the letter I didn't phone Steve right away because I was so nervous," Ruiz-Perez told the Herald Express local newspaper.
"I nearly didn't phone him at all. I kept picking up the phone then putting it down again.
"But I knew I had to make the call."
When they were reunited, it was as if time had stood still, said Smith, a factory supervisor.
"When we met again it was like a film. We ran across the airport into each other's arms. We met up and fell in love all over again. Within 30 seconds of setting eyes on each other we were kissing.
"I'm just glad the letter did eventually end up where it was supposed to be," he said, after the couple married last Friday.

I'm glad there's such a love story for my 365th post. ='] god bless all lovers.

2009-07-17T17:57:00.001+08:00

Ahh. The wonders of photoshop.. Don't I look better? But that's not me =[ Kinda like my nose job. Inspired by XX.. who got a nicer nose now. lol.

2009-06-30T23:55:00.001+08:00

2009-06-30T23:22:00.001+08:00

2009-06-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

Looks yummy? My first slice.

Here's da peach cheese cake. its 3 layers of pound cake slabbed with cheese and peach.. and frozen

My second attempt at dark chocolate cake.

Finally something looks darker than me!

Really happy today ^_^ Baking is fun!

2009-06-16T23:11:00.005+08:00

Ok.

I have a small favour to ask of you. Could you vote Benjamin Cheah for Most Insightful Blog award on S'pore Blog Awards? It's really easy. All you have to do is go to here, join as a member [free sign up and it's fast] and click on the Most Insightful Blog Icon. His is the first on the upper left. 'The Lionheart' and click VOTE! on the top right of his icon. =] I appeal to all who know him as a classmate, a schoolmate, a friend to have a look at his works as they are good reference and they do offer quite a bit of insight to current affairs. If you don't know him well or he's a complete stranger to you, here's a great chance to have a look at some great writings and even win a portable external hard disk from Creative! Would you do it? I think he deserves to win because his posts shows depth and he puts in a lot of effort in his works. I hope you'd give him a hand and cast a vote! Your vote is very much appreciated. If you have friends who are into the issues he writes about, please forward this email to them. Here's the link to his blog. Thanks in advance =p

Best, Jasmine

Oh, one more thing, please don't vote for Ephraim Loy unless you really think he deserves it. The reason is as below

He wrote

Sorry for the hijack, but you can also vote for me in the same category. One vote per day, so if you voted for Benjamin today, you can vote for me tomorrow! Thanks people! Ephraim

I just think that it's not right to hijack people's email and ask for votes like this. And, you can be the judge yourself by looking at his blog.

2009-06-05T21:56:00.002+08:00

Oh dear... I've been neglecting my blog. I want to say, I've had a great saturday on 30th may.. went to ZM's house and we had shepherd's pie and lotsa bah zang and others! And I'm thankful we had some together time. lol. short update ok. and i was so worried for sha. glad she's ok

2009-05-29T10:58:00.002+08:00

AND THE MUCH AWAITED RESULTS ARE FINALLY HERE!

I DON'T WANNA POST IT. hahaha. okok.. it's not all that good.. but it's not sth to be ashamed of. Just tat.. I'm not sure how my course ppl will see me if I put it up. All I can say is.. I've done my very best and pulled my CAP score by 0.1! with more effort I'm sure I'll keep improving. That's what matters.

For this semester.. I had a hell of a ride and I want to thank for few people for riding the storm with me.

First and foremost, I'd like to thank my DADDY! He's my mentor and my support. Thanks for spending all the nights with me. =]

Next is my DEARIE! haha.. thanks Benjamin.. for listening to my cries, my worries, my troubles. You're my emotional support and give me courage to go on.

Of course, there's MUMMY! Always doing all the little things for me. Can't live without you, my sweet!

Now is time to think about what I should do next..

2009-05-23T19:32:00.001+08:00

Doesn't look v yummy. But it tastes good! haha. never judge a book by it's cover and food by a photo? =p [yup, prepared by yours truly]

2009-05-19T20:26:00.001+08:00

2009-05-17T00:43:00.000+08:00

I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Languages are probably Physical Touch and Words of Affirmation

My Detailed Results:
Physical Touch:	8
Words of Affirmation:	8
Receiving Gifts:	6
Acts of Service:	4
Quality Time:	4

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.

Take the Quiz!
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2009-05-16T01:27:00.001+08:00

Took the 'Which crazy bitch are you?'

You are one fierce bitch. You are very independent and will take no bullshit from anyone but your personality is actually sort of quiet and shy. You are a natural beauty and you are very comfortable with your feminity. You don't feel the need to overdo it or go out of your way to fuss over your looks. You don't want to distract people from what you stand for and the talents you possess. You are very idealistic and will go to any extremes to stand up for what you believe in even if it creates controversy and people don't understand. Relationships can be hard for you sometimes because men feel threatened by you but time again they come running to you and realize that you are actually very sweet and motherly....until they cross you

2009-05-10T00:47:00.001+08:00

Your Butt Says You're Competitive

You are a powerful, assertive person. You are a go-getter in all aspects of your life.

You are not afraid to flirt and show off what you've got. At times, you can be a bit full of yourself.

You are drawn toward close, one-on-one relationships. You crave a partner - romantic or otherwise.

You are outgoing and confident. You are proud of who you are, and you are brutally honest.

You tend to be a serious, straight laced kind of person. It takes you a while to warm up and let loose.

What Does Your Butt Say About You?

2009-05-08T19:53:00.001+08:00

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful

But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself

You're the perfect blend of independent and caring

You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

2009-05-04T17:48:00.000+08:00

2009-04-28T16:29:00.000+08:00

It's a dance stuff =] wish i could dance.. haha. =p

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K4hBtlTdwNM

2009-04-19T18:48:00.002+08:00

IF YOUR PET DOG AND CAT KEPT A DIARY

got this from dear parveen =]

This is beyond hilarious.
Dog's Diary
8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing!
9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing!
9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing!
10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing!
12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing!
1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing!
3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing!
5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing!
7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing!
8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing!
11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing!

Cat's Diary
Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed cold hash or some sort of dry nuggets.Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength.
The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. I plan as I stare from the window... In an attempt to disgust them, I once again vomit on the carpet.
Today I decapitated a mouse and dropped its headless body at their feet. I had hoped this would strike fear into their hearts, since it clearly demonstrates what I am capable of, however they merely made condescending comments about the 'nice gift' and what a 'good little hunter' I am. Bastards!
There was some sort of assembly of their accomplices tonight. I was placed in solitary confinement for the duration of the event. However, I could hear the noises and smell the food. I overheard that my confinement was due to the power of 'allergies.' I must learn what this 'allergies' means, and how to use it to my advantage.
Today I was almost successful in an attempt to assassinate one of my tormentors by weaving around his feet as he was walking. I must try this again tomorrow...but at the top of the stairs.
I am convinced that the other prisoners here are flunkies and snitches. The dog receives special privileges. He is regularly released - and seems to be more than willing to return. He is obviously retarded. The bird has got to be an informant. I regularly observe him communicating with the guards in their language. I am certain that he reports my every move. My captors have arranged protective custody for him in an elevated cell, so he is safe. For now..........

I am such a cat person!!

2009-04-19T18:36:00.001+08:00

Sigh.. and so, my submission ended with this model. oh wells.

2009-04-09T00:50:00.001+08:00

2009-04-07T00:21:00.000+08:00

ENFJ - "Persuader". Outstanding leader of groups. Can be aggressive at helping others to be the best that they can be. 2.5% of total population.

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2009-03-24T00:07:00.001+08:00

hey.. i know i haven't been bloggin.. too tired to do that.

life's ok.. just working working working..

and im happy =]

2009-03-20T00:08:00.001+08:00

Bleeding love.

2009-03-05T03:03:00.000+08:00

How can you empty your mind for your exam?! =p just kidding.

2009-03-04T17:17:00.000+08:00

WORTH WATCHING!! CLICK =']

2009-03-01T02:57:00.003+08:00

Hi, I'm back from Penang. I didn't get to go to Kuching due to some unforeseen reasons that I'd rather not dwell on. However, it was still a fruitful trip to Penang.. I had fun with the guys n gals who were really nice to us [me and wenying] AND i'm so sorry for locking my roomie, wenying out on the last day of our stay! i didn't know the latch wasn't ok. =[ sorry dear... and i slept like a dead log haha.

I spent a lot on my trip but oh wells. =[

Here's a song I heard from WY's phone. So touching.. I cried. haha.. enjoy.=]

2009-02-21T23:51:00.001+08:00

Hey ppl,

I'm gonna fly to my KUCHING AKA CAT =p meowz! hope to see you soon.. if you miss me. haha..

love,

jas

2009-02-13T03:25:00.002+08:00

I know it's kinda early. Well, my body still can't adjust after the FREAKY ONE DAY SKETCH. REALLY ONE DAY. but i slept in between. haha.. too tired. Glad it's over and I hope I did ok. We were talking abt the trip to kuching after that. I just feel that it's rude to your peers if u have your butt facing them when they are talking to you [no matter how pissed you are] It's just not.. v professional and disrespectful. [I'm not afraid for whom is concerned to read this because she's my old friend and I don't have any ill intentions] And it's also a bit insensitive for someone to speak as if the world is as rich as he is. No.. my parents are not paying for my trip. But I'll live.

2009-02-04T15:18:00.002+08:00

I must be quite lovable! hahaa.. the auntie from the bookshop asked me to pick any chocolate from the shelves. She's giving me a treat for no reasons. lol ^_^ I guess I'm likable.

Still v stressed with work. Shall show them here when I'm done [if i think they look good]

2009-02-03T03:48:00.001+08:00

I like Farnsworth House! =] Yup, the new picture on top. Like my new scheme? I think it's lovely.

2009-01-16T21:21:00.003+08:00

Been v sad cos I was stuck at home. But da past two days were great! Went out with sha for a mini shopping trip and today, there's dearie to keep me company ^_^ feel kinda relieved.. it's really tough at home. Don't wanna talk abt unhappy stuff. Love my pals n dearie ^_^

Bought this while shopping with li sha =^_^=

Here's the back of it..

A nice card sha gave me.. as you can tell.. I love cats..

2009-01-10T19:33:00.002+08:00

Here here! my wonderful shepherd's pie! hahahaah.. made by yours truly. Cooked minced meat with carrot, garlic and onion, seasoned with rosemary, pepper, salt.. Layered with mashed potato covered with cheddar cheese.. carefully baked for 30 minutes and viola!! there you have it. =] Notice I've been using this square tray? it's so cute.. i like this tray. my little magic square.. haha..

Sis was so eager to take da first bite. =_+ anyways it's really easy to prepare and absolutely delicious! =]

2009-01-02T00:51:00.004+08:00

New Yr Resolution

1) Draw better -> improve grades
2) be calmer
3) procrastinate less, manage time well
4) eat less [i'm swearing off fast food in sch!]
5) exercise more
6) meditate
7) be a good gf
8) be more hardworking
9) drink a hell lot more water

not in any order.

2008-12-28T03:12:00.001+08:00

went to zm house and drew this ^_^

2008-12-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

Hohoho! Merry Christmas! I wanted to buy a log cake today.. but no one wanted to pay.. so I decided to bake a choco cake today! ^_^ It tastes quite good hehe.. I made some choco chip cookie too.. Basically, just open da fridge and see what's available and finish da ingredients =p

Here's da woman who's supporting me aka my assistant. haha.. she's a pro k [though she looks really blur here]

2008-12-23T01:41:00.001+08:00

2008-12-19T21:08:00.002+08:00

Haha.. this is me and Jojo! he makes noise like a bunny! sweet eh =p

2008-12-14T00:12:00.002+08:00

Just one of da many things i bought today. [I meant da jacket. cute huh?] I went shopping with my old primary school classmate ^_^ spent abt 200 today. haha.. had fun shopping today. seriously wanna lose some weight.

night!

2008-12-07T19:51:00.001+08:00

I'm garlic ;)

You can be both mellow and sweet.
You are very loved and tend to get along well with people. People remember you! You love to help people and want to feel useful.
You may sometimes have a tendancy to talk a bit too much, but you also don't mind listening to other people either. You hate it when you become engrossed in your own problems, and you can often feel guilty.
You don't have a desire to lead, normally, and you don't mind taking directions and lending a hand. You have a generous spirit and a kind heart.
You are more than likely very attractive, but you would never stop to admit it. You do notice the positive qualities in other people, though.
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/what-spice-are-you-test

2008-12-07T01:51:00.000+08:00

nice song.
Kiss From a Rose - Multi-couple Best Kisses - The best bloopers are here

2008-12-07T00:38:00.004+08:00

what the freak is that on my leg?! ahhhhhhhhhh!!

haha.. yea, i was freaked out when I first dipped my legs into da strong nibble pool and had LOADS of fishies happily nibbling away at my feet. I was thinking [OMHG-oh my holy god] I'm fish food! What if they started jumping out of water and biting other places? =O ahhhhh. ok I was just panicking.

I had to constantly distract myself at first and talk to my friend who was so eager and went in feet first .. haha. Then, it began to feel ok [it's quite like ion treatment if you close you eyes and pretend that it's some OSIM massager] I could finally look at it after some 5 minutes and think that the fishies look cute. [OK THEY ARE NOT REALLY THAT CUTE BUT JUST THINK THEY ARE SO YOU DUN FEEL SO DISGUESTED] They are taking away dead skin =] I was da princess with loads of fishie slaves kissing my toes and whatever haha =D

note: this is not my leg. but look at da fishies anyway

I was a bit jealous cos da fishies seem to like my friend more. Hahaha [more dead skin =p]

After da treatment, my skin feels cool and smoother. ^_^ try it yourself!

It's at IMM level 2, near kopitiam. =] $10 for 20 min and $13 for 30 min.

2008-11-25T18:47:00.001+08:00

funny ad

2008-11-25T18:38:00.001+08:00

Herzog and de Mueron! My idols of the week

56 Leonard Street, New York - Herzog & de Meuron promo video from fcbtudojunto on Vimeo.

2008-11-23T15:02:00.004+08:00

to all those who want to be an architect

http://www.ncarb.org/pathways/arch.htm
http://www.edutopia.org/mountlake-terrace-high-school

watch these

Still at the beginning of this course and I'm starting to feel the strain and stresses. However, there's still a little part of me that is struggling, telling me that I should keep going.

Again, I thank those who helped me stay on this path and encouraged me to go on. I shall be dilligent and do my best. If it is my destiny, I will make it through. But for now, I'll do all that I can in my ability to make it true.

2008-11-23T00:15:00.001+08:00

Your result for The Lover Style Profile Test...

The Suave Lover

41% partner focus, 71% aggressiveness, 45% adventurousness

Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:

You prefer your romance and love to be traditional rather than daring or out-of-the-ordinary, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance.

This places you in the Lover Style of: The Suave Lover.

The Suave Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and is reminiscent of some of the most classic lover figures of all time, such as Casanova or Don Juan, or more recently James Bond (several of the "Bond girls" fit this type, too). This shouldn't be confused with a "player" or someone who is solely interested in physical love, but someone who is looking for an incredibly elusive thing: a worthy partner. The Suave Lover is a treasure to find, but can be incredibly difficult to hold on to, once found.

In terms of physical love, the Suave Lover can sometimes be surprisingly tender. Given the right setting, and the right lover, the Suave Lover can be a delight in bed.

Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Devoted Lover (most of all) or the Romantic Lover, or the Liberated Lover.

Congratulations!

If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in the following:

Nerds, Geeks & Dorks

Professional Wrestling

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

America/Politics

Thanks Again! -- THE LOVER STYLE PROFILE TEST

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2008-11-22T23:06:00.001+08:00

Your result for What Your Taste in Art Says About You Test...

Non-conformist, Visionary, and Independent

17 Abstract, -20 Islamic, -7 Ukiyo-e, 11 Cubist, -24 Impressionist and -25 Renaissance!

Abstract art uses a visual language of form, color and line to create a composition which exists independently of what may appear to others as visual realities. Western had been underpinned by the logic of perspective and an attempt to reproduce an illusion of visible reality. It allowed the progressive thinking artists to show a different side to the world around them. By the end of the 19th century many artists felt a need to create a 'new kind of art' which would encompass the fundamental changes taking place in technology, science and philosophy. Abstract artists created art that was diverse and reflected the social and intellectual turmoil in all areas of Western culture.

People that chose abstract art as their preferred artform tend to be visionsaries. They see things in the world around them and in people that others may miss because they look beyond what is visual only with the eye. They rely on their inner thoughts and feelings in dealing with the world around them instead of on what they are told they should think and feel. They feel freed from the tendancy to be bound by traditional thought and experiences. They look more toward their own ideas and experiences than what they are told by their religious upbringing or from scientific evidence. They tend to like to prove theories themselves instead of relying on the insight or ideas of others. They are not bound by common and mundane, but like to travel and have new experiences. They value intelligence, but they also enjoy a challenge. They can be rather argumentative when they are being forced or feel as if they are being forced to conform.

Take What Your Taste in Art Says About You Test at HelloQuizzy

2008-11-18T01:22:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3lhLYa6JmU
it's beautiful.

sad and beautiful..

I feel like I have so much baggage.. so much to walk out of.. and yet, I'm so stuck in the past.. I can't see my future.. do I even want to see it?

I'd wanna escape from this hell.

After all, one person more or less, won't make a difference. Would it?

Can death erase pain and memory? It all becomes nothingness and emptiness? Would that be it?

2008-11-17T02:10:00.001+08:00

Love the song and anime.. beautiful.

http://www.kovideo.net/lyrics/a/A-Fine-Frenzy/Almost-Lover.html

Learnt the song in one day. ^_^

2008-11-16T20:06:00.002+08:00

The Honesty Quiz (from Eveline's blog)

`Honestly, does your parents approve of you dating?
- No, but I still do it anyway.

`Honestly, what color is the shirt you're wearing now?
- What's the point of telling?

`Honestly, whats on your mind?
- Things to do after exams lol.. though I haven't prepare for exams..

`Honestly, when did you last cry?
- mm.. 13 Nov.

`Honestly, have you watched Shot of Love with Tila Tequilla?-
Nope.

`Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
- Yeah. My dear =p

`Honestly, do you like someone?
-depends on which someone you are referring to?

` Honestly, are you normally a happy person?
- Yea, not v normal lately but yes, normally.

` Honestly, what makes you mad?
- Unable to fix things after trying for some time.

`Honestly, are there any people who don't like you?
- Yup.

`Honestly, do you miss anyone?
- Of course.

`Honestly, what's something you wish you could understand better?
- How to love

`Honestly, have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an M?
- Not M... Some other letter maybe..

`Honestly, have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
-not officially there yet..

`Honestly, do you think that you're a good person?
-not the best, but quite ok.

` Honestly, do you believe in love at first sight?
- that's what happened.

`Honestly, do you hate the last person you were talking to?
- nope

`Honestly, who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Why must you know? A fren.

`Honestly, do you know what you want in life?
- get out of Sg, start a new life somewhere.. happily with my dear

`Honestly do you smoke weed regularly?
- Do not smoke.

` The last text you received on your cell was from?
- Not your business.

`Do you like your cell phone?
-wanna change it soon but quite ok with it.

`Do you believe in true love?
-Yep.

Are you playing hard to get right now?
- Nope.

`Do you miss your past?
-Depends on what you are referring to..

`Are you proud of the person you've become?
- not yet.

`What are you doing besides this survey?
- none of your business

`Who was the last person you had a serious talk with?
- My dear.

`In the past week have you felt sad?
- Definitely.

`How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead?
-Haven't tried.

`When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
- I'm peace-loving.

`Are you afraid of death/dying?
- I felt like dying. Wasn't all that frightening. Depends on whether you want to die.

`How many people do you know with your name?
- 2

`Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
- Warm.

`How's your heart lately?
- Warmed by someone.

`Did someone make you mad today?
- I'm slow to anger.

`What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- Eating?

2008-11-16T02:30:00.001+08:00

YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE (Debbie Boone)
So many nights I sit by my window
Waiting for someone to sing me his song
So many dreams I kept deep inside me
Alone in the dark but now
You've come along

You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days and fill my nights with song
Rollin' at sea, adrift on the water

Could it be finally
I'm turning for home?
Finally, a chance to say hey,
I love You
Never again to be all alone

You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days and fill my nights with song
You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days and fill my nights with song

It can't be wrong
When it feels so right
'Cause You
You light up my life

2008-11-14T03:00:00.004+08:00

I wanna say a big thank you to:

linda- thx for da chocs. they are really nice.
arun- thx for chatting and making me smile.
josh- thx for chatting and making me smile.
dear- thx for taking the day off to keep me company and making it a beautiful night.

thx ppl.. =] i really dunno what to do without you guys keeping me going..

love always,

Jasmine.

2008-11-05T23:49:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry for sounding rude, acting weird or scaring some people with the things I tell them. I'm really not feeling very happy, whether or not I've conditioned myself to think that way. I can't find a reason to be happy.

I will not kill myself yet. Though I may try other means to relieve those thoughts.

But if I do kill myself, please don't be sad or angry or wished that you could have done something. It'd all be my fault. I am not strong enough to survive.

If I'm still alive, don't ask me what's the problem. I'm not escaping but I just don't know what the problem is. Maybe that in itself is a problem.

I will not leave a last note yet. But I kinda have it prepared. haha. Do you want to see it? ^_^ Then that will be the last note you get from me.

Standing on the line between life and death.

2008-11-04T11:08:00.000+08:00

"I accept that at times I must face resistance, no matter how uncomfortable doing so may be. In doing so there is the opportunity to experience growth. In choosing not to do so I am limiting my ability to unleash my personal greatness. It's my life, and in each day I am making the choice to live big!"

2008-11-02T18:04:00.002+08:00

My project is finally completed and I couldn't have done it alone.

I wanna say a very big thank you to the following ppl:

1. tommy, see hong for giving ideas on how to improve the bridge
2. arun for coming done several times at different stages of my progress to encourage me and help out with my work
3. Hardware shop auntie for giving ideas on how to screw my hinges and other stuff
4. benjamin for coming down and staying to help out till the very last moment it's completed
5. rq and mohannad for drawing right after we're done
6. linda for staying on with me allllllllllllll the way from start till end

='] thx ppl. I really appreciate your efforts.

I'll post a nice pic of it by tmr.

2008-10-29T23:04:00.001+08:00

“Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.”

It's the little things that shape us.

2008-10-29T02:24:00.000+08:00

"Architecture is a social art. The architect can only create if he listens and understands the voices of millions of men, if he suffers as they do, if he struggles along with them to save them. He employs iron that they have forged, he guides them towards the future because he knows what belongs to the past."

nice quote joshua showed me =]

I feel so full of social responsibility =p

2008-10-26T20:02:00.002+08:00

Moon in Pisces
Such ladies are emotional, dreamy, inactive, stubborn, and least provocative. Their eyes are full of sex and lust. They should avoid hurting others at any cost. They are modest, kind, courteous and lovable. Soft and good natured, nervous temperament but highly romantic. Fond of love, poetry and music. Helpful to the needy and can even sacrifice themselves for those in distress. Charitable nature. Gain from legacies and inheritance rather than from husband's wealth. The health will reamin average.

Ha.. a webbie said I'll live till 8 Feb 2075. 67 more years. Not a lot.. but I'll be 86. Can't imagine if I'm gonna have white hair/no hair.. and almost no teeth.. or may get senile.. haha.. okok.. I'm still 19. =] Shall cherish all da time I have before that.

2008-10-26T19:46:00.001+08:00

nice song.

2008-10-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

Time is precious. cherish all that you have..

2008-10-25T19:46:00.001+08:00

it's a short clip. quite funny. =]

http://www.le-building.com/movie.htm

watch it. there's a lot of details =] cool.

2008-10-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

I can still dream.. and some will always be with me =]

2008-10-17T14:21:00.000+08:00

a more serious look taken with a good cam ^_^

2008-10-17T01:42:00.001+08:00

my flying-sail bridge with eeyore as cabin boy! Aye Aye Captain Jasmine!

haha..

2008-10-15T04:03:00.004+08:00

I love this show. Watched it a couple of times.. It's just very touching. [And I dunno what da guy's thinking but yea.. it's a struggle for sam soon and zhen xi to sort out what they want. it's quite a happy ending though sigh. this guy just suck at choosing places to say nice things. it makes a nice thing turn slightly horrible] I'm pretty much like da gal. ahaha.. I speak my mind. =p by the way, it's not very nice to pull someone somewhere and kiss her. but well, this guy is just kinda single minded [he only does one that that's on his mind] can't consider other factors -> pisses da gal [and moi watching]

Nice part begins at 3.15 min. the whole thing builds up. =] i cried at 5.28. =_= haha. enjoy!

2008-10-15T00:08:00.003+08:00

Love style

-Warm and fuzzy-

About

It seems like you're someone who can't imagine life without romantic frolios. Maybe it's because you fall in love so easily. You tend to be very quick to get involved too. You like to jump into relationships feet first. It's all about love and chemistry when it comes to picking a match. Love is so important to you that you probably don't feel very complete unless you get your fair share of affection. You need to be really careful that your love doesn't dwindle as the passion fades. If you want a relationship that really endures, make sure there's more to it than physical attraction.

Emotions

You can't help being such a passionate person. It makes you feel alive.
PerceptionsIf you're in a relationship, it's probably very intense. You'll grab as much one-on-one time with your lover as you can.

Aspirations

You can't do love by halves. You make strong commitments. You believe in living in the moment. And grabbing every precious second you can have with the one you love.

2008-10-13T22:15:00.004+08:00

I hereby declare: I'm officially in a relationship with a guy ^_^

love you so much dearie.

[it feels good to have you in my life]

2008-10-11T18:28:00.003+08:00

Love isn't love unless it is expressed; caring isn't caring unless the other person knows;sharing isn't sharing unless the other person is included; Loving, caring, and sharing can make for a very happy marriage.

Leo + Leo
Fire + Fire = Explosion

If you get together with another Leo, you may for a while feel that you’re in control of the situation. Don’t be surprised later when your strength is matched by your star twin, who has just as powerful a need to shine as you. You are ruled by the Sun, so joining forces with another Leo is like creating a binary star. The combination has two possible outcomes for you. One is a bright and vibrant relationship that will knock your socks off.

The other is a complete and utter blowout, caused by the build-up of heat between you. The question in this relationship is who will dominate who? You are both driven by a strong ego, and you are both proud and obstinate. The lesson here, of course, is about give and take. In this relationship, compromise will be the key to success. A relationship between you would bring out one very key ingredient — your concern with how you look and how people take you. One of your most important driving forces is the need to be recognised for your efforts.

As with Sean Penn and Madonna, a Leo–Leo combination that crashed and burned, you might both demand too much of each other’s attention. If you can let some of this dominating and self-centred stuff go, another Leo will offer you a lot in the way of friendship, loyalty and support. Not only that, but you are very well suited to each other sexually — you both know how to add that dramatic touch that takes lovemaking to another level.

Leos born between 23 July and 4 August will be very very obstinate — possibly too difficult for you to get your head around. This is one of the most inflexible combinations in the zodiac. Learning to adjust to each other’s needs would be the major challenge of this partnership.

Leos born between 5 August and 14 August are a less dominant breed; they are expansive, honest and welcoming. You’ll have great love and friendship with them. They also have a strong sense of loyalty. You’ll feel very comfortable with that, because you value loyalty highly as well. This is not a bad combination.

Those born between 15 August and 23 August, co-ruled by Mars, will give you some feisty clashes, and some timely spiritual advice. This group is the most complex, but they are probably quite attractive to you. You may sometimes feel that these Leos are a little unstable and unpredictable. Their spontaneity will definitely excite you, but it will also concern you.

Ideal Jobs Include:Leos are well-suited to be managers, architects, inventors, teachers, athletes and presidents.

When in love, Leo's love of fun is only outdone by the romantic in them. They are faithful lovers with a passion that may seem too hot to handle! Leos may not always be willing to try new things which did not spring from their own fantasies, but a clever lover may slowly introduce new methods of expressing love to their relationship. Once the Leo realizes they are fun they will be won over.Leos sometimes cling to bad relationships because their egos will not allow them to admit they may have made a mistake. Also, being forever optimistic, it is impossible for a Leo to see any problem as insurmountable.Overall, the Leo will prove to be a wonderful mate. Their love of children makes them a natural parent. They are generous, warm and truly want the best for everyone. Their loyalty and sense of honor makes it unlikely they will be indiscrete.

2008-10-11T00:39:00.000+08:00

http://www.jacksonpollock.org/

have fun!

2008-10-10T01:14:00.001+08:00

The Art of War

Nice? ^_^ done by yours truly.

2008-10-02T01:04:00.001+08:00

Jesse McCartney - Why is love so hard to find?

Everyday I look around
Seems that no one's ever satisfied
Could it be, that underneath,
We've all got something to hide?
From the moment we arrive
We want to fill the space inside
We all need to feel alive
CHORUS
If it's love that keeps us breathin'
Gives us something to believe in
Is it fear that makes us blind?
Tell me, why is love so hard to find?
If we hear so much about it
And we can't go on without it
Let the mystery unwind
Tell me, why is love so hard to find?
All I know is when you find it
Even earth can feel like you're in heaven
Tell me now, unlock the secret
Help us all to find the hidden treasure
From the moment we arrive
We want to fill the space inside
We all need to feel alive
REPEAT CHORUS
Why is love so hard to find
Tell Me Why is love so hard to find
Why is love so hard to find (baby)
Tell Me Why is love so hard to find
Don't you know I'm never gonna give up
'til I find the love?
I'll be searchin' the whole world over
To find my love...
Why is love so hard to find (why)
REPEAT CHORUS(2)
(Why is it so hard)

2008-10-02T00:58:00.002+08:00

Jesse McCartney- Why don't you kiss her?

We're the best of friends
And we share our secrets
She knows everything
that is on my mind
Lately something's changed
As I lie awake in my bed
A voice here inside my head
softly says
(chorus)
Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see the feelings that you hide
Cause she'll never know
If you never show the way you feel inside
Oh, I'm so afraid
To make that first move
Just a touch and we could cross the line
And every time she's near
I wanna never let her go
Confess to her what my heart knows
Hold her close
(chorus)
What would she say
I wonder would she just turn away
Or would she promise me that she's here to stay
It hurts me to wait
I keep asking myself
(chorus)
Why don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)
Why don't you tell her (tell her you need her)
Why don't you let her see the feelings that you hide
Cause she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside
why don't you kiss her

2008-09-29T23:34:00.001+08:00

I like this singer.. http://www.myspace.com/shanemackmusic

A bit like jason mraz.. folk rock.

Lie of why you're leavin' early
Deny that you’re in any hurry
Cry and tell me not to worry
‘Cause what I don’t know, is never gonna hurt me

Breathe, now baby don’t feel guilty
Deceive me then just walk away
Leave me, the truth will only kill me
It’s gotta be, it’s gotta be this way
One more bad excuseBefore you turn me lose
Give me something to remember you by
Couldn’t you offer me
A little dishonesty
Promise me you’ll try
You’ll lie to me

Go, your plane is not gonna stay
Slow, so I can take it in
And so you say you’ll see me later
When you know you won’t see me again

Please before you let go of me
Take me one more time
Appease me, tell me that you love me
That you haven’t gone and change your mind

One more bad excuse
Before you turn me lose
Give me something to remember you by
Couldn’t you offer me
A little dishonesty
Promise me you’ll try
You’ll lie to me

Lie of why you're leavin' early
Deny that you’re in any hurry
Cry and tell me not to worry
‘Cause what I don’t know, is never gonna hurt me
One more bad excuse
Before you turn me lose
Give me something to remember you by
Couldn’t you offer me
A little dishonesty
Promise me you’ll try
You’ll lie to me

2008-09-27T02:24:00.004+08:00

Magenta Finances
Magentas are members of the Physical (environmental) Family; therefore, they always seem to have a handle on how the world of physical reality operates. They know what they have to do to make money, spend it creatively, and still meet their financial obligations.
Most important, they are able to play with money. Food and shelter are the necessary stage props. But in all else, Magentas need and want to be creative. To a Magenta, those products and ideas that are creative, thought-provoking, or imaginative are the true necessities of life. Magentas are apt to think that a trip to the neighborhood thrift shop is more important than buying salad makings-unless, of course, they are planning a Mexican fiesta and need lettuce for tacos.
Money for a Magenta is the ticket to new experiences, new ideas, and new ways of doing things. Magentas love to travel, to explore other countries, to mix with the people and live among them. They can be seen folk dancing in the town square and learning to speak the local language from children. Magentas are the free spirits of the spectrum and travel with the protection provided charmed individuals.
Magentas can also he practical and down to earth about money. They know the value of a dollar; they just don't want to be tied down by that value system. In their finances, as in all other aspects of their lives, Magentas know the value and meaning of living each moment as it comes. They are not much interested in deferRed gratification, but they have a healthy respect for the here and now.
Magenta Careers
Magentas do well in occupations that have a great deal of flexibility, creativity, and potential for innovative ideas and inventions. They need jobs and careers that require little supervision (such as art therapy with disturbed children) or, conversely, a great deal of supervision (such as acting under a strong director).
The ideal careers for Magentas are those wherein they can make a great deal of money during a short period of concentrated effort. This gives them the financial flexibility to take time off to explore different aspects of themselves and their environment. Any career in the performing arts would serve them nicely. They do especially well in all forms of comedy improvisational, stand-up, and comic acting.
Because they are so ingenious, they can work independently as artists, inventors, or writers. They can take advantage of short, intense periods of creative, fertile solitude. They do not necessarily need the inspiration or motivation that comes from being with others. However, they do need a representative or agent to supervise their work from drawing board to production. They are not interested in the details, but are strongly aware of bottom lines and financial outcomes.
Magentas do well in any career or occupation on the leading edge. Such jobs appeal to their fascination with the bright, the young, and the new. For example, they would be good as art directors, photographers, or designers for slick new magazines. The Magenta would love to investigate, photograph, or sell whatever product or idea is the latest and hottest in clothes, music, people, entertainment, and travel.
Magentas make excellent salespeople, especially when they are selling toys-makeup, clothes, antiques, or concepts. They entice the customer into the fantasy and then make the sales pitch. Because of this ability to live in their fantasy, Magentas also make good entrepreneurs. They are capable of dynamically visualizing success, and then making the imagined goal a reality.

Magenta Social Interactions
Magentas love people. They are the madcaps of the spectrum-full of fun, willing to be outrageous, daring to do the things the rest of us wish we had the courage to do. They entertain with laughter, fin, skits, and foolishness. When you are invited to a Magenta's home, you never know what you will be in for. When they allow their imaginations free rein, a luau on the fire escape of a New York walk-up would not be an impossibility.
The only way to enjoy a Magenta's party, social life, or friendship is to get into the swing of things. Magentas are unpRedictable, nonconforming, and relatively oblivious to rigid social customs. Magentas are without malice; they are not angry, nor are they antisocial. They simply have a different view of life. Often, when the pressure to conform becomes too great, they create their own hilarious backlash. Even when confronted with painful, restrictive childhoods, Magentas intuitively know that laughter is the best medicine. They enjoy the absurdities of life. Only a Magenta would have a pink plastic flamingo as a living room centerpiece.
Magentas find unusual things to see and do wherever they are. The more outrageous the event or activity, the more fun. They love mixing up their realities. When Magentas need a lift, they invite all their friends to attend a silent film and make up a story to go along with the action on the screen.
Magentas make friends wherever they go. Every encounter is an opportunity for them to get to know how others think and feel. Magentas collect a wide spectrum of friends who are as eclectic as their agglomeration of home decorating items. They take comfort in listening to the ways other people break away from their own bonds of conformity. The unifying factor among the friendships and relationships formed by a Magenta is that there is no unifying factor. They collect people with unusual occupations and interests the way some of us collect stamps, appreciating them for their beauty, their art, and their individuality.
Because most of their friends are as footloose as they are, they do not establish the tight bonds of catering that are often taken for granted by other Personality Spectrums colors. That is not to say that Magentas are not considerate or caring. They prefer to be relieved from the pressure (and fear) of confining or stultifying responsibility of caring for another person. Occasionally their feelings get hurt when they think they have been ignored, but hurt feelings are a small price to pay in exchange for being relieved of the burden of responsibility.
Magentas tend to marry often, not out of fickleness or an inability to maintain long-term relationships, but because they feel that when they have learned all the life lessons they can from a given relationship, it is time to move on. They also marry because they know that commitment enhances a couple's opportunity to learn from the experience of being together. Magentas also love to be the guest of honor at a party and what more appropriate party than their own wedding?
Magentas also have a facility for departing from relationships in such a way as to leave the other person emotionally, physically, and spiritually intact. Magentas are not destroyers. They are learners and experimenters; they are the participant observer within a culture of their own creation. They remain friends with their former mates, often regarding them as part of an extended family, so to speak.
Individuals who marry frequently or who have had many serial relationships are not necessarily Magentas. Magentas are distinctive in that they choose their partners carefully for the life lessons a relationship with them offers. In addition, the Magenta's partners are usually aware that the relationship, even though they have gone through a marriage ceremony, is not necessarily permanent.

http://www.davesbrain.ca/aura/index.php

2008-09-27T02:19:00.003+08:00

Magenta Emotional Approach to Life
The greatest problem for Magentas is loneliness. Few people can tolerate the skewed perspective so natural for a Magenta. When they attempt to conform, Magentas lose touch with what makes life worth living for them, and this often plunges them into deep despair. Female Magentas are often programmed by society to believe that the fastest road to happiness lies in being like a Blue-the natural caretaker of the spectrum. However, for Magenta women this is the fastest road to madness. Magentas are basically loners. They don't mean to be and they are not always pleased that they have difficulty finding compatible mates and partners. However, their work habits, living arrangements, and restless energy make it difficult for them to create and foster long-term loving relationships. Their lives are often filled with happy chances or disastrous snafus and miscommunications. They neither want nor need to be organized, and this trait keeps some potential mates away. A Magenta needs to ask this question when beginning a relationship: How much confusion and disorganization is too much? Until a Magenta can answer that question, a relationship will last only as long as the other individual's ability to tolerate ambiguity. Their quicksilver vibrancy, eclectic ideas, and outrageous solutions to simple problems make Magentas attractive and fun to be with. However, living all of life on the brink can be tiring for most of the other Personality Spectrums colors. When one is courting, coleslaw for dinner at 3:00 A.M. is the stuff of memories. But for a Magenta, that's life. The question they ask is: Doesn't everyone eat dinner at 3:OOam? Emotionally, Magentas are reacting to the confinement of their parents' expectations: get good grades, clean your room, make a few good friends, and participate in school, church, or neighborhood activities. To the Magenta, these requirements seem like life sentences, as crippling to their personality as the Chinese foot-binding custom would be to their feet. These children need to explore their environment and interact dynamically with it. These are the children who want to try something just because it is there. Magentas may conform temporarily in order to please their parents. When they go out on their own, however, they will explore the limits of their tangible reality. One of the first things they do is to choose extreme hairstyles in hairdo and clothing. But their extremes are zany rather than ugly or bizarre. They love authentic innovation, and are especially good at showing fads for what they are-mindless. Magentas will take various fad garments and combine them in such a way as to make a new statement. Their fashion sense is one of fun, not anger. Magentas can swing between high and low moods. The highs are expressions of freedom, sense of self, acceptance, and creativity. The lows result from trying to please others, loss of sense of self, and finding no way out of a mundane or humdrum existence. They can lessen the severity of these mood swings by choosing careers or occupations that allow or even encourage them to develop their own style. Artistic pursuits-sign painting, staging of rock bands, performing as a mime or a clown - offer opportunities to build a bridge between the inner reality of the self and the outer reality of society. They can also choose to live in those parts of the country or world where they are less conspicuous in their uniqueness. A Magenta in a small town will have more difficulty than a Magenta in San Francisco or New York City.

Magenta Spiritual Approach to Life
As the nonconformists of the spectrum, Magentas are unwilling to be bound by any convention, set of rules, or code of laws regulating behavior, attitudes, or beliefs. Magentas will only stay involved with a system or organization as long as they are free to come and go as they please, taking what they need and returning when they need replenishment or renewal.
]Magentas, as one of the Physical (environmental) Personality Spectrums colors, have a strong connection to the earth. Religious practices that are too mental or emotional do not appeal to Magentas. They need to be grounded in their spirituality; they prefer outdoor services or activities that put them in direct communion with nature.
Magentas have a close connection with nature because plants and animals make no demands on them other than that they be allowed to coexist. Magentas find solace in nature, an acceptance of who they are at the core. Walks in the woods or the park and planting, tending, or harvesting crops are ways in which Magentas express their spirituality. Any retreat facility would do well to have a Magenta on staff-to tend to the ecology and to educate guests and participants in the relationship between nature, humanity, and spirituality.
Magentas are reluctant to join any church or organization. They are unwilling to commit themselves for fear of being tied down. They resent demands being made on them that they cannot be sure of fulfilling. Like the other Physical (environment) colors, Magentas can be depended upon once they give their word-but they do not often give their word. They prefer to keep all their options open, to be able to come and go within a group or an organization as they feel the need to learn and grow. They prefer loosely knit organizations to those that are more rigidly structured because they like to feel that the door is open for them.
For Magentas, religious services and rituals need to be more practical and utilitarian than those offered by most religions. For all their zaniness, Magentas can be very down-to-earth. They see the value in the cycle of the seasons, with the attendant duties and responsibilities within each season. Through the enactment of ritual, they can attune their lives to the seasons. By being able to concentrate on metaphysical as well as physical concerns, Magentas can maintain balance and emotional stability in their lives. This sense of balance in turn gives them a centeredness, a sense of who they are and what their purpose in life is.

Magenta Leadership
The Magentas' personal power lies in their willingness to set their own rules no matter the ramifications, since conforming to social norms and expectations is so physically painful for them. Their solution is to move to places, usually large cities, where their uniqueness can be absorbed in the milieu and where they can blend into the cityscape. They choose friends who appreciate their alternative view of life, and they avoid people who insist on doing things the way they have always been done. Magentas don't care how things have always been done. In fact, that is no recommendation at all to the Magentas. Their response is Why?" For them, change is the essence of being; change allows them to feel safe and in control of their environment. Whereas most colors need a sense of familiarity in their lives, to Magentas sameness is death, not safety.
Magentas are not leaders in the accepted sense of the word. They are not organized, nor do they have the dynamic personal power and charisma we associate with good leaders. Instead, Magentas lead by showing us the stagnation in our lives. By painting larger-than-life cans of tomato soup, Andy Warhol asked us to reconsider what we regard as important. Magentas lead by understanding what they experience on the inner planes of their psyches. They then have the courage to act on that information, making portions of their environment conform to their view of their inner space. Magentas are not rebellious, nor is their creative expression especially angry. They simply see reality differently than most people do, and they attempt to somehow bring their environment into harmony and balance with their internal perspective.

2008-09-27T02:07:00.003+08:00

Magentas are jesters. They are zany, spontaneous, offbeat, outrageous, physical, innovative, in the here-and-now, inventors, attention-seekers. Sometimes they're loners.
The key to understanding the Magenta Personality Spectrum’s color is their unwillingness to conform to the expectations and norms set by society. These individuals seek to express their individuality by using, with creativity and flair, the belongings and raw materials at their disposal. Because they look at life through a Magenta filter, they tend to be viewed as the nonconformists of the spectrum.
The single most difficult thing for a Magenta is to understand the difference between commitment and entrapment. For a Magenta to be locked into a nine-to-five job, to be married and have children, and to run a household, would be a form of insanity. They need to learn to create for themselves a lifestyle that works for them and does not impinge on the sensibilities of others. Magentas revitalize our concept of creativity by offering a new perspective, opening new vistas and exploring new points of departure.

Magenta Physical Approach to Life
Reds want to subdue reality, and Oranges want to conquer it; Magentas want to push physical reality to the leaky margins - that locale where fantasy and reality become a blur. Magentas consider life worth living only if they can listen to their own inner drummer. They live on the edge, creating three-dimensional physical environment in their mind's eye that is very different from the one we experience in our day-to-day existence.
Magentas create in the physical environment in ways that are similar to those of their sister Personality Spectrums colors, Red and Orange. They prefer products to abstractions. Magentas work with the tangible but creative material aspects of the world. They find their greatest satisfaction when manipulating, working with, changing, or building something real and specific. So much the better if it is outrageous, off-the-wall and controversial.
Their innovative, creative, fertile minds lead them to explore the unusual, bizarre, arty, or trendy. Their nonconformity allows them to skew their perspective on the world, making them unique. Out of this new, fresh perspective comes the gift of this color, creating experiences that allow the rest of us to see the world from an alternative point of view. It is as if the Magentas ask us to put on three-D glasses, turning our flat two-dimensional world into one with depth and perspective. Everyday life looks quite different.
Magentas are outrageous, and they prefer it that way. They take pride in their refusal to adapt to any of society's mechanisms of lockstep thinking or behavior. By creating a totally original point of view, Magentas give us an opportunity to laugh at ourselves. They encourage us to find ways to express our own divergent individuality by expressing their own.

Magenta Mental Approach to Life
Magentas have bright, agile minds-fleet as quicksilver. However, they are unwilling to master acres of boring details. They become experts in the field that interests them, or in which they might choose to make a living. But if they do not see much need for information, they refuse to clutter their minds with inessential details. Like the other Physical (environmental) colors, the Magentas are strong-willed and determined about the things they regard as important. They are eclectic in their learning. They can be excellent students when the subject interests them or they see a need to learn about it. Otherwise a Magenta will move heaven and earth to create a diversion-preferably one that entertains the entire class. School subjects that appeal to inquiring minds, taught by teachers who are flexible and creative, are ideally suited to a Magenta. Magentas do well in drama, English, debate, forensics, the arts, science, if allowed to "play" in the tabs), physical education, and crafts such as woodworking and welding.
Magentas need to develop the ability to stay with a project until it is completed. Each new project is like a silver lure, sparkling and twisting through the water, distracting the attention of the Magentas from what they are supposed to be doing. Learning to finish a job is one of the most difficult challenges for a Magenta. Short projects that are easy to bring to conclusion build confidence and pride in the Magenta. Once the Magenta experiences the satisfaction of accomplishment. it becomes easier for him or her to stay focused for longer and longer periods of time. This is one of the major skills necessary to the Magentas' happiness and well-being-it allows them a wider range of career choices and a greater chance of success.
Their mental process appears to be haphazard when, in fact, most Magentas have a very clear idea of what they want to create, say, or do. Because their nature is to stretch the limits of everything they encounter-products, social customs, mores, relationships, and standards by which most of us judge and evaluate our reality-Magentas are constantly searching for new and different ways to use everyday items. Many Magentas are inventors of those handy gadgets that the rest of us couldn't get along without. They are continually fascinated by what is in the marketplace.

2008-09-20T18:39:00.001+08:00

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star

2008-09-20T00:13:00.002+08:00

I dunno why i try so hard to get certain things that don't really mean much to me. I dun even know what really should matter. Does anything matter? Why does anything matter when we're all going to die anyway. why do we do the things we do, choose the things we choose, even if it hurts?

2008-09-18T19:01:00.007+08:00

Hi people! I'm back! Feeling somewhat UNSTRESSED! Can you believe it? I'm not stressed. Yes I have lots of work to do.. But I'm not freaked out about it. Maybe it's the HOLIDAYS that are coming. ahahaha..

Today, I'm gonna talk about IDENTITY. Identity is not easy to understand. I mean, I don't really know what MY identity is. Is it an image I create and try to follow? Or maybe it's the environment or genes?

So I guess I'm constantly searching, seeking my true identity[is there such a thing?]

So far, I'd like to think myself as someone who is capable of great things. I'm optimistic and will do what it takes to get what I want.

I love to spend a lot.. sometimes on impulse. But it's not the items that I buy but the power to spend and to get a target [I guess I have that hunter instinct like guys]

I love to buy pens, pencils, pencil cases and all sorts of stationery! I think they are really cool for collection and use? Yea, I'm a penaholic. haha. I love pencil cases.. they come in all different forms and shapes and colours. And tells a lot about the owner.

I'm interested in wicca.. it's really a peaceful, environmental-loving religion =]

Here are some stuff I bought today..

Food above all! Yummy double chocolate stuff from chewy junior at bugis junction!

Plastic-feeling shoes from bugis street. Looks quite simple and sweet [Like the new owner =D]

V light weight shoes also from the same shop. Nice and comfy. Retro feeling. 10 bucks per pair!

Cheap watch. 5 bucks. But I like the mix of roman and numerical.. it's kinda showing there's a change in way of representation. Also the feel of the metallic strap is different from the norm.

In short, I love changes for the sake of changes. It gives me a new idea, a new way of looking at things. And im curious about how things can be. =]

So.. Bye bye shoes.. bye bye nike watch...

2008-09-15T01:19:00.001+08:00

haha.. i watched wall-E this week..it's so sweet and funny! go catch guys!

Here's a short clip

2008-09-09T22:10:00.001+08:00

Yup.. was just reading about some friendship stuff.. I think it's nice to have guy friends? But seriously, my best gal friend still understands me better. Ha.. is it really a gender thing?

They say the best relationships develop when two people start out as friends first. After all, if you have a platonic relationship with someone, you get to know them on a much more meaningful level, one that isn’t based on sex. Friendships do have the possibility of developing into something more, but there are a few things to consider before you decide to kick it up a notch.
Determine Where the Feelings Are Coming From
It’s important to understand why feelings for your friend have deepened. Have you just come out of another relationship and are now feeling lonely? Are you having problems in your current relationship? Is your friend in a new relationship that has you feeling a bit jealous for their time? Be honest about the origin of your feelings. You may suddenly think you are in love with your friend, only to fall out of that feeling when your life begins to settle down. Don’t announce the way you feel to your friend until you’re sure your feelings are for real.
Talk to Your Friend
If you both begin having feelings for each other, talking about them becomes much easier. If you don’t know how your friend feels, however, you may be embarrassed to bring the subject up, for fear of rejection. But the longer you hold in your true feelings, the more awkward things will be in the long run. Approach your friend honestly, but be cautious. Your friend may not share your feelings, and if that’s the case, it might be a bit embarrassing. But if your friend is really your friend, you both will get through it and talk about whether moving your relationship up to the next level is the right decision.
Forgive Your Friend If They Don’t Feel the Same Way
You have to remember that you have had time to process the feelings you have, but when you first bring it up to your friend, it may come as quite a surprise. Your friend may laugh or even freak out a bit. Let them deal with the information in their own way. Don’t pressure them or make them feel bad if they don’t share your feelings. They may, of course, have unrealized feelings for you too but have never wanted to really think about it. Give your friend space to consider the feelings you have for them. It may take some time.
The Friendship Will Change, and Might Even End
Many pals are hesitant about changing their relationship because they don’t want to lose the companionship they both share. This is a very real fear, because emotions combined with sexual intimacy will change the bond you have. There’s no question about it. However, when one of you begins having feelings for the other, the relationship has already changed. You can’t alter how you feel, but you can’t ignore it either. Like any relationship, good communication is the key to keeping you both on good terms. By talking things through you’ll be able to weather this latest development, and regardless of the outcome, maintain your strong bond.

2008-09-08T20:11:00.003+08:00

haha.. can finally take a breather..

Thanks to sha, jan and ben [and others along the way] for the encouraging me all the time.. I survived a month in archi!!!
haha... yea.. hope you guys will continue to be by my side..

thanks for being such nice and good friends. Can't carry on happily without you guys. *hugs

jas

2008-09-05T04:30:00.000+08:00

lt's been awhile since I last slept on my bed.. miss my bolster and pillow. Stayed up till7am to complete a totally handmade book. It's not the best but it's fun. Crashed on sofa when I got home at 6.. Got up at 3 today. Ha.. ok gotta start work! =) *hugs I miss going out witu friends..

2008-09-01T10:30:00.002+08:00

You think it's quite easy? Lol.. it took me nearly 2 hours I think.. I drew all 20 circles with equilateral triangles in them.. man.. it's the first time I'm such a super neat freak. It looks rather pretty. This is the simplest 'dome' inspired by Buckminster Fuller. Yea, he's the guy who made bucky balls? lol.. This is a one frequency dome as far as I know.. but it looks like some kinda lantern thing you see during Chinese New Year? =D

going for lecture..

2008-08-31T15:40:00.002+08:00

Ha, here's my final model for submision tomorrow, it's not the best.. in fact, it's pretty simple. I've seen others with more complicated and pretty ones. =] But this is my work.. and I should be proud of my own work yea? =] it's quite decent looking ^_^

2008-08-29T21:06:00.001+08:00

http://www.boingboing.net/2008/08/28/winged-cats-discover.html

so cute.. =]

2008-08-27T01:28:00.001+08:00

I Didn't Kiss You

Jennifer, why do you have to go away for three days?
Three days before I see you again it’s too long I can’t wait.
Know how I feel right now? I’m short of breathe, got an ache.
I wanna touch you, wanna hold your hand, see your smilin face
My head is floating, the room is spinning.
When you’re talking I just watch and listen.
I dream about you even when I’m with you. S
hould I pinch myself? I’d rather pinch you.
I want to touch my lips to your soft shoulder skin.
When you enter a room I feel you come in.
I can’t focus on what I’m doing.
My way I want to see you moving.
I melt when you come over to flirt.
Can’t you see my heart beat right through my shirt.
But then last night when you whispered goodbye, you leaned in and closed your eyes.

But I didn’t kiss you! Why didn’t I kiss you!!?I didn’t kiss you! Why didn’t I kiss you!!?

Don’t want to seem too enthusiastic.
Don’t want to get my emotional ass kicked.
You’re an amazing woman, I’m a fucking spastic.
After the first time we went out to eat.
You wanted to dance in the middle of the street
.And you were laughing at my two left feet.
You leaned in for a closer dance. I had the perfect, most obvious chance.

But I didn’t kiss you. AHHHH! Why didn’t I kiss you?I didn’t kiss you! Why didn’t I kiss you!!?

I asked a friend, hey, what should I say?
She said forget it this girl already thinks you’re gay.
NOOOO! I just freeze when I get too close to her face.
Well, she probably thinks you’re not interested, anyway,

Cause, I didn’t kiss you. No. No. Why didn’t I kiss you?I didn’t kiss you! Why didn’t I kiss you!!?

The next time I see you, I'm just gonna kiss you.
The next time I see you I’ll kiss you for the first time.
Next time I see you, I’m gonna walk right up to you.
The next time I see you I’ll put my heart on the line.
But that’s scary. What if you don’t respond? Oh God.
I don’t think I can take that kind of rejection.
I got a better idea. How about. How about. How about.

The next time you see me you just come up and kiss me.
The next time you see me you kiss me for the first time.
Next time you see me, you just walk right up to me.
The next time you see me, it’d be a load off my mind.

I hate that awkward moment right before the first kiss.
Why do I get so nervous that it builds up to this.
Just dive in head first, get the kiss over with.
I hope that my song doesn’t come on too strong.
If I give it to you I hope that I’m not wrong for expressing my frustration and insecurity.
If it makes you run away that it made a fool of me.
But if it makes you want to stay maybe it’s not gonna hurt and if it makes you want to kiss me... Then it worked

2008-08-23T04:13:00.001+08:00

ok.. I've changed da songs on my blog =] Hope you'll like them ;)

2008-08-23T03:14:00.003+08:00

Just done with yet another drawing. I not only learnt how to draw but I've also learnt an important lesson.. I learnt that I have to make wiser choices and plan more properly and realistically. I wanted to draw a compass in 4 positions all in 3D and on 1 sheet of paper.. sort of like a cinematography thing. Sure, it could be done.. But I was too ambitious. I didn't have the time and I couldn't draw all 4 of them as it was way too complicated. [considering that i have to draw all the cross sections and what nots in it.] so.. I wasted my whole friday night, thinking how to draw and converting it from 3d in real time and space, to 3d on a 2d plane. Yea.. i decided to give up and settled for less. I drew a tweaser. =] It's so much easier and didn't take me too long to complete. Yet, I've wasted precious time and I have other things to do and submit by monday as well. Sigh. The saddening part is that, I accidently tore that tweaser drawing!!! wth!! =O=O thank goodness its just the side and not the main drawing. I hope my teacher won't mind.

Dad's not very pleased with me and thinks that my attitude is poor. But seriously, are all good architects neat? =_= I'm not neat, but I still wanna be an architect.. will I not get to be one just because I'm not neat?

sigh.. shall prepare for the next day

ciao.

2008-08-18T18:49:00.003+08:00

yup, today's my bdae.. and wanna give thanks to:

sha, esther, jielin, arun, benjamin, xinyi, goh chern, xiang yeow, candice, carol, ji wei and many others who sent their well wishes.

[the above is in random order, from what I recall]

I'm proud to say I've completed part of my assignment. Topic's on sensuality =]
Here's a pic of the 16 drawings used to explain the word, sensuality. Like it? ^_^

Now's part 2 of the assignment and I shall think about the clay model we're going to make. Keep you guys updated soon ;)

2008-08-18T02:28:00.002+08:00

You Are Impact

You are very unique and quite striking. You are forceful and aggressive.

You never go unnoticed, and people recognize your power instantly.

While you make your presence known, your message is a bit fuzzy.

You are not the easiest person to understand, and you're not one for details.

What Font Are You?

Who Should Paint You: Gustav Klimt

Sensual and gorgeous, you would inspire an enchanting portrait..

With just enough classic appeal to be hung in any museum!

What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?

What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You

Your Personal Style:

Funky and a bit retro. You draw from a lot of inspirations, but you always look put together.

Your Ideal Wedding:

A simple outdoor wedding with a few close friends.

Your Philosophy on Marriage:

Marriage is a journey. It's not all about who you're married to. It's also about how you approach it.

Your Perfect Marriage:

Has lots of open communication, flexibility, and understanding. Where both people are happy to give more than get.

The Wedding Dress Test

Your Love is Based on Commitment

You believe that love is something that develops and grows.

You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love.

For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding.

You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run.

Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily

Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship

What Is Your Love Based On?

2008-08-09T19:55:00.001+08:00

Your Learning Style: Idealistic and Flexible

You enjoy learning anything that can help others... from making the world more beautiful to saving lives.

You Should Study:

Architecture

Environmental Science

Fashion Design

Forestry

Interior design

International Studies

Literature

Music

Nursing

Restaurant management

Studio Art

Veterinary Medicine

What Should You Study?

2008-08-09T18:13:00.003+08:00

haha.. I think I ought to watch my expenditure.. Been spending a lot lately. I've got myself some electronic devices.. and the amount I spend on clothes, food, entertainment.. gosh. I think I've spent at least 3 thousand bucks for the past few months. Sigh.. I hope there are work opportunities that I can take on when studying.

=] I love spending my own money!=]

Next time I'll learn to make money work for me ;)

2008-07-30T21:37:00.002+08:00

It's my last day at work but I couldn't finish one last bit.. so I'm going back to get my business done! haha.. treated da ppl to KFC =] it's not too bad. Mdm's gonna make me whipped potato! my fav.. =] so loving.. hahah..

Hope I'll get to work with them again sometime.. =p

I totally hate the bidding thing.. sigh.. no point complaining..

Going out with Damien!! Gosh.. it's been NINE MONTHS since we last met. dotz. My kid would be born if I concieved in october.. ahaha.. old joke old joke =p

Yup.. Can't wait to meet him ^_^ so we can go watch X files and look at some exhibition stuff. [Note: I tried calling the other gals but they couldn't make it.. and I promised to go out with him someday.. since he's studying med in Britain soon.. *sniff sniff]

2008-07-27T15:46:00.002+08:00

School's starting soon and I'm pretty excited. I haven't really been planning my life, my time all these while.. and I'm quite set to do well and get the most out of my education this time.

I still haven't figured out my path.. but I shall embrace my new course with an open mind.. and try to find my own answer to the simple but difficult-to-answer question: What is architecture?

2008-07-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

haha.. I had a fun time at sentosa with sha, jan n jack! ^_^

jack shared his first time and I shared mine with him.. hahaha!! sounds so wrong! @_@

what I meant was.. i shared my very first subway meal with him.. and he shared his very first tandem biking experience with me =D

took lotsa funny pix but they're still with sha n jan +_+

it's been 7 months..but it didn't feel that long ago and distant..

we bought this island life luggage tag ^_^ so we can put our pix in..

wish we could have more fun together..

2008-07-15T16:30:00.002+08:00

Thx to XQ, Sha, Jan, Esther, Nick, ADTC for making an effort to keep in touch and giving me your blessings. ;)

Love you all my frens!

Yours truly,

Jas.

2008-07-13T20:26:00.001+08:00

I'm glad I found someone I can slowly learn to trust. =]

And here are some tips I found from www.everystudent.com
[meant more for guys]

Dating Advice #1:I now know that sex isn't all it's cracked up to be.
When I was in university, I remember having an experience that I referred to as a "love hangover." After being with a girl, the next morning I always felt an emptiness. That's something you won't see on TV or in films, but it happens a lot. There was emptiness, even regret, afterwards.
The "love hangover" was a strange occurrence for me. Mainly because when I was in university, sex was my "god." As a male, it's what I thought about morning, noon and night. So you would imagine that having sex would have been completely fulfilling-- the crowning achievement in the worship of my "god." And yet, there was often a lack of fulfilment afterwards.
Has that been your experience, too? Have you ever had a "love hangover"? If you have, you should stop and consider, "Why is that? Why is it that sex, if it's so important to me, leaves me with an empty feeling?"
I remember being confused by this emptiness. I then concluded: "I just need more [sex], that's all." (We often think this way about stuff we hope will fulfil us, then doesn't. For example, we get the car we've always wanted, but then it's just "okay" after awhile. Instead of realizing that a car can't really satisfy us, we usually make the error of thinking, "Well, I guess that wasn't the right car. A different one will give me lasting fulfilment.")
But the emptiness continued. So, finally, I came to the conclusion that premarital sex wasn't all it's cracked up to be. It gets too much hype. It's not what films make it out to be. If it were, it would be completely fulfiling. There wouldn't be any "emptiness."

Dating Advice #2:I now want to be more honourable toward women.
I've found that girls often don't fully understand what's going on when it comes to sex. That is, their perspective on the whole thing is very different from a guy's. Often a girl will justify sex by saying, "But I love him," even if she doesn't really want to go through with it. Why does that happen? It's been said that, "Girls use sex to get love; guys use love to get sex."
This is how it works: the girl is picturing marrying the guy some day; the guy is picturing everything he wants to do with the girl before he goes back to tell his buddies about it. And while something inside her is telling her it's the right thing to do, something inside the guy is telling him just the opposite, yet he proceeds. Why? For the physical pleasure no doubt, but also, I think, for another reason: it makes him feel like a man. But there is a great irony in that, for what is manly about deceiving a woman?
Something I've discovered is that, when you honour a woman, you are honouring yourself. Why? Because someday you will have regret, and the regret will last much longer than the pleasure. In the film Rob Roy, the main character says, "Honour is a gift a man gives himself." When you honour a woman by doing what you know to be right in your heart (that is, what's in her best interest), you honour yourself and insure that you will have no long-lasting regrets to live with.

Dating Advice #3:That's somebody else's wife.
Here's what I mean: most of the girls I've been with are now married to other men. When I put myself in the shoes of those men, I wish that I hadn't done what I've done. In fact, I might even like to punch myself in the nose for it.
And so it goes without saying that when I get married, I'm not going to like the idea that someone else has had his way with my wife. What about you? Do you like the idea of someone else being with your wife? If you have a girlfriend now and feel that way, think of how much stronger that feeling will be with your wife someday.
You can even take it a step further. That girl is someone's daughter. What if she were my daughter? Or what if she were my sister? Would I want some guy like me taking advantage of her? I now see girls from a different perspective. They're someone else's future wife, someone else's daughter, sister, etc.

Dating Advice #4:Sex has killed my best relationships.
For example, I had a university sweetheart, the girl of my dreams. With her, there was never a dull moment. We totally "clicked." We waited for awhile, then, through my initiation, we started having sex.
Sex soon became the focus of our relationship. I stopped wanting to get to know her on any other level. And so, instead of growing closer together, we actually started drifting apart. That's what I mean by "sex killed my best relationships." People can relate on many different levels -- emotionally, mentally, physically, spiritually. But when my girlfriend and I started relating mostly physically, it short-circuited the other parts of our relationship. As a result, the relationship as a whole started to go south. We might still be together today if we (I) had waited.
I've seen this happen with countless relationships, not just others of my own, but those of many other people. And I think there's a reason for this, which I'll explain next.

Dating Advice #5:Sex before marriage ruins the other parts of the relationship.
For me, two things happened once I had sex with a girl. As I look back on it, I can say that they happened literally every time, although I was unaware of these dynamics at the time. The two things were this: 1) I lost respect for the girl (even though I didn't want to); and 2) she began to mistrust me (even though she didn't want to).
I don't know why this happened, I just know that it did. Maybe it's just built into "the system." But one thing's for sure: I'm not alone. I've seen it happen over and over again. I know many people having marital problems because they engaged in premarital sex. They go into the marriage with lack of respect and lack of trust, two absolute necessities for the health of any marriage.
I know a newlywed couple who have sex less than once a month because of this--he doesn't respect her, she knows it, and she doesn't trust him, so she doesn't want to give herself to him. It's very sad, and more common than you might think. But nobody talks about this kind of thing in public. And the film and TV portrayals of couples having sex before marriage never present it either. It's like no one wants to acknowledge that it's happening, even though it is.

Dating Advice #6:Waiting to have sex with my wife will mean better sex in my marriage.
Why? Because we'll go into the marriage with me having more respect for her and her having more trust in me. One thing I've learnt: if a girl doesn't trust a guy, she doesn't want to give herself wholly to him. Deep down, she doesn't really enjoy being with him.
This is how it works. Since "girls use sex to get love, and guys use love to get sex," a couple will have sex before marriage. The girl does this to hold on to the relationship. The guy does it because he wants it even more than the relationship itself. Then, after the marriage, the woman has what she wants: a commitment from the man. So she doesn't need to use sex to get him anymore. And, because she may be harboring resentment because he had sex with her before they were married, she is now not interested in sex. And the guy -- who doesn't treasure his wife because of the sex before marriage -- still wants sex but not as a total bonding experience with his wife. It's just sex, which she figures out. So, there is a lousy sex life in the marriage.
I'm not making this stuff up. Now that I'm out of university and many people around me are getting married, I'm seeing it happen all the time. The antidote: waiting for marriage to have sex will give the man a greater respect for his wife and the woman a greater respect for her husband. And consequently they'll have better and more frequent sex because they respect each other more and love each other more deeply.

Dating Advice #7:Not having sex with other women will mean better sex in my marriage.
Sex is a mysterious thing that causes a deep bond between people, even if we call it "casual." The problem is this: the more I bond with other girls, the less I'll be able to bond with my future wife. It's like a piece of scotch tape -- the more you use it on different surfaces, the less it sticks to things. After awhile, it won't stick to anything.
If I bond with other girls before I get married, I won't be able to bond as well with my wife someday. I won't cherish her as much as I could have, and consequently I won't love her as much as I could have. Each day that passes that I've remained faithful to my future wife means that my relationship with her will be better.
It's a funny thing: our culture decries adultery, yet it freely condones premarital sex, even with multiple partners. That's ironic. Because, if you take the element of time out of the equation, premarital sex is adultery. We can imagine how adultery would greatly injure a marriage relationship, maybe premarital sex actually has nearly the same result. It injures the potential bond between a man and a woman.

Dating Advice #8:I don't have to sleep with a woman to know if we're "sexually compatible."
Sex is meant to compliment a relationship, not be the most important aspect of it. That's what I've found out. It's supposed to be the icing on the cake when all the other aspects of your relationship are working well. I've come to understand that the sex will be good if the rest of the relationship is good. That's why I know I don't have to sleep with my wife to find out if we're sexually compatible. If we get along in every other area, the sex will be fine.
Something else needs to be said here. Another thing I think I've "discovered" is this: when you place sex as the determining factor of the relationship, it will probably result in poor sex. Think about it. If you put your sexual relationship under a microscope, always judging it and judging the relationship by it, it's doomed to fail. It's like being in prison. You're locked in to something that is supposed to be freeing, not incapacitating.
But, when you focus on the other parts of the relationship, and the sex isn't the focus, then you're freed up to have a more enjoyable sex life, with no pressure of having to make it always spectacular. (Because it won't be.) And yet, I don't think that as a university-age adult I was capable of not focusing on sex, that is, unless it wasn't present at all. That's why I think it's best to wait altogether.

Lust is powerful and seductive, but it's inherently selfish and opposed to love. As we foster and feed lust in our lives we're dragged inexorably towards isolation, loneliness, insecurity and emptiness. What do we have left when orgasm becomes boring and unsatisfying, left alone to face the pain of guilt and loneliness?

Love with commitment is clearly very expensive and hard work. It requires honour, respect, forgiveness and sacrifice. However it's the road out of the loneliness, suspicion and despair that plagues our culture. If we substitute lust for love we end up with a meaningless sensation which eventually loses its novelty and can never satisfy beyond the physical.

2008-07-04T22:45:00.003+08:00

Totally shagged after camp.

Got a fever and some throat inflammation. But I'm fine after seeing the doc.

Got to know really cool seniors, learn cool cheers..
Had fun making boobs for guys for a skid. It was so funny I wanted to pee when I was squeezing his new boobs.. XP

and kinda getting used to Archi life. =]

Sad to say, I haven't found anyone I like [as a partner yet] cos da seniors said most likely you would find your partner there. oh wells.

Going for Cath High Family Day!!

Ciao.

2008-06-26T23:24:00.002+08:00

I was tagged by Sha.. =] see? mei mei ish so zi dong [aka automatic]
A. If your lover betrays you, what will you do?
If I'm not in a rotten mood, I'd slap him and kick him in the nuts. If I'm in an ultra bad mood, I might go cranky, stab/chop him and kick him in the nuts. It depends =p
B. If you can have a dream that will come true, what will it be?
Find a good guy who loves me and have enough money to travel around the world.
C. What will your dream wedding be like?
I don't need an ultra showy wedding. I just want my closest buddies to give me their blessings and have this really honest husband-to-be to really love me.
D. Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
I guess.. well, I'm really poor with directions, more so when it comes to directions in life. But I think I'll just have to keep walking and learn all that I can..
E. What is your ideal lover like?
Sigh. What's the point of talking about ideal partner? Realistically, he just has to be caring, supporting, sincere and serious about wanting to spend his life with me.. going through everything together. Is that difficult?
F. Which is more blessed, loving or being loved?
Being loved.
G. How long do you intent to wait for someone you love?
So long as he's still interested, just not ready. [But the thing is.. what do you mean by wait for someone? Honestly, I don't really mind waiting if it meant marriage. But I do mind if waiting meant waiting for him to express his feelings. As in, if he's not interested.. then it's off. What for waste time when I can take that same time to find someone else who might be interested. Right? =]
H. If the person you like is secretly attached, what will you do?
I will slap him and kick him in the nuts for wasting my time and precious youth =p
I. Is there anything that has made you unhappy this few days?
Boring work that never seem to end.. Feeling a bit lonely.
J. What do you want most in life?
Sincerity in relationships. It's the one thing that's really hard to get nowadays.
K. Do you like being tagged?
Yeah. It's quite fun =]
L. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Wrinkles =X [hope to have long hair] More mature, stronger and independent.
M. Who are the most important people in your life now?
My family and close friends.
N. What kind of person do you think that the person who tagged you is?
Incredibly enjoyable-to-be-with, my lovely sister :)
O. If you could ask that person for a request and that person will return it, what will it be?
Find me that angmoh bf ah!! Bring a few so I can select xp!!
P. What is the first thing you will do every morning?
Look at my watch.. do a stretch and sink back onto my lovely bed for another 5 minutes or so.
Q. Would you give it all in a relationship?
Depends on what 'all' means. I'd definitely put in a lot of effort to keep the relationship healthy and going so long as he's willing to put in effort as well.
R. If you were to fall for 2 people at the same time, who will you pick?=\ 2 people?
If both love me with all their hearts and one is rich, the other is poor.. I'll pick da rich one. Ahaha.. heh. If da poor guy really loves me, he'd want me to be happy too, right? So actually, either won't be too upset cos they love me and want me to be happy. If both are equally rich and both love me.. Haiya so easy! pick da one who's more anti-social/sickly! Ahaha.. inherit all da money when he dies. =_= okok.. kidding.. Matters of the heart is complicated. Shall decide when it really happens. But I don't think I'm that fortunate.. =p to have 2 guys after me.
S. What type of friends do you like?
Friends that will go through thick and thin with me =]
T. If you played a prank on someone and they fall for it, what will you do?
Tease them each time I see them. =]